A genuine question - hoping for a personal answer. And something that we, our culture, urgently needs to know. What is your understanding of what Heaven is like?
Note added later: The supposedly-childish idea that Christians are people who 'want to go to Heaven after they die' is actually, literally, true - or at least it should be true. That is the core message of the Fourth Gospel. But there are serious (and often deliberately-induced) misunderstandings about what Heaven entails, and how people get there.