It has become pretty obvious that the class of which I am a member - the "upper middle class", the people who work in professional and managerial jobs; nowadays, mostly as bureaucrats, of one sort of another - are the most corrupted of people in The West,
I mean the most corrupted - that is the most mentally-"converged" with the evil ruling ideology of atheist-materialism* (therefore and de facto Leftism, whatever its self-identification).
The Leadership class use the ideology for their own personal (and at the highest levels - evil/ spiritual/ strategic) ends; but it is the intellectual class who believe the ideology, who live-by-it, and who are convinced that living by the ideology is righteous.
Why should this be? I think there are two main reasons that are worth attention.
The first is that the intellectual class are profoundly unspiritual, unreligious; they have internalized that there is no life for their personal souls, their unique selves, beyond death; and that there is no purpose to their own individual human life; and that their individual life has no objective meaning for the totality of reality.
So, these people are seriously demotivated. They do not have any genuine and primary reason or quest or job-to-do in their own life.
Consequently. they look outside themselves to be motivated: the seek outwith their own personal evaluations to be told what to think and do; how to evaluate and behave.
Because they have nothing they deeply desire to do, from-themselves; they have no reason seriously to resist (let alone oppose) external influences.
They are prone to regard external influences fatalistically, as absolute and inevitable - even when they are not.
But when external influences are genuinely overwhelming, this is seized-upon a a decisive reason to join with them - motivationally as well as obediently, mentally as well as physically.
This relates to, and is reinforced by, a stubborn and profound desire to avoid personal responsibility.
This refusal of responsibility is extraordinarily strong; and individuals will go to extreme lengths to assert their own powerlessness (their own status as passive victim); and will become extremely passionate on the subject.
Non-responsibility of the individual (ultimately of "myself" in the istuation of this mortal life) has something of the status of religious dogma among the Western intellectual class. It is not just an excuse, but a righteous conviction.
Any person who does not share this dogma of the ideal of non-responsibility is regarded as ignorant and deserving of exclusion - or insanely deranged if he persists in non-compliance.
And someone who defends the primacy of his own inner motivation on the basis of taking responsibility for their own mortal lives, is perceived as dangerous - and probably evil.
In respect to demotivation and denial of responsibility; professed religion or spirituality appears to make an insignificant difference; yet the actuality of a primarily motivating belief in Christianity combined with a responsible personal engagement would appear to be the only way out from the systemic self-corruption of the intellectual class.
The inner reality of a personally-engaged Christianity would seem to be necessary - albeit that its public profession is neither here-nor-there.
This was my experience before I became a Christian. I was highly inwardly motivated to pursue what I considered to be the highest path I could envisage - and I took responsibility for doing-so.
Yet I could not explain or justify this to others - nor even to myself! - because "officially" by metaphysical assumptions were those of atheistic-materialism.
By my innate nature, I was compelled to make life difficult for myself and be a nuisance to those around me - but while I intuitively felt this was actually good; this hardly-conscious intuition was refuted by my conscious and explicit beliefs.
And such contradictions in myself weakened motivation, and sometimes rendered it vulnerable to the drip-drip of societal pressure; so I would recurrently slip into self-justified conformist expediency - until "rescued" by my own intractable personality.
The reasons why publicly-professed Christianity is nigh-irrelevant are obvious enough: when a Christian's righteousness is externally-motivated he will lack the needful inner motivation to eschew and strong exposure to corruption (which is everywhere); and when he sees righteousness as entailing surrender of responsibility to any external entity, he will become subject to the endemic, all-pervasive, increasing corruption of Western totalitarianism as a matter of religious principle!.
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*Among this class, self-identification as religious is just a lifestyle choice; religion makes no significant difference to their fundamental convictions or bottom-line behaviours - which are ideological. Ideology comes first: their religion is fitted-into the their ideology.