In spiritual work, we need to make conscious effort... But not too hard or narrowly

In spiritual life here-and-now; it seems to be A Bad Idea to be too specific about what we want to achieve; because then there is a danger that we will achieve it!

To make conscious choices of what is "needed" is good; so long as we don't suppose that we already-know exactly what it is that we need (because, if we did, then we would already have it). 

The problem is that if we conscientiously follow, and work diligently at, some pre-set path or program; then will will manufacture a pre-determined result. 

(This happens from various causes: fulfilled assumptions, self-deception, peer pressure, perceived personal advantages...) 

In sum: if we get what we want, then we won't be getting what we need. 

Yet if we do nothing, we shall get nothing...

Apparently - we must go deeper, work from another level - one that is less specific and detailed; even as it is more positively transformative and valid.