Explaining ourselves away...

It is a strange but recurrent feature of Mankind, that we are so often trying to "explain ourselves away" - to conceptualize our selves into insignificance. 

This happens in many ways - and in many times and places; yet it leads always and only to incoherence - so that it seems we are dealing with some deep, and probably wrong, impulse. 

Nowadays, the mainstream and dominant mode is to explain humans out of existence by assuming that particle physics is the ultimate explanation of everything. Ultimate reality is assumed to be unalive - consisting of particles, waves, forces, energies and the like - and biological life is explained away by these. 

The ultimate sense of elf, of our sense of aliveness, consciousness, beingness; is explained away by biological explanations that make these into secondary epiphenomena, or perhaps unreal delusions. 

The soul is explained away because "undetectable" by a science that excludes the soul a priori! 

But humans have been explaining themselves out of existence for much longer than the era of materialistic science. Human consciousness seems, indeed, to derive an almost pleasurable satisfaction from hammering home the unreality of itself!

Many religious traditions include a "higher wisdom" by which "the self" - i.e. the conscious individual stating this theory - is ultimately un-real, a kind of self-delusion; or else it is a distorting evil, that ought to be got-rid-of.  

Theorists of Christianity, and some other religions, may likewise generate explanations that all-but delete the significance of the human being who is doing the explaining. 

The ideal of such a speaker, writer, or thinker - seemingly becomes the negation, perhaps deletion, of himself; a striving towards removing him-self from the picture, except as a tool of God or worshipper of God... 

This is something that would surely strike us as bizarre and insanely incoherent; if it wasn't so common, and if we ourselves had not felt the same at times.   

However, the fact that we all sometimes feel this way does not make it true or good! 

The self-deleting consciousness does not make sense as a description of reality; but it probably makes sense as the expression of various fundamental desires that are wrong. 

These include the desire to deny our ultimate personal responsibility for participating in reality - we cast ourselves as some kind of mixture comprising victimhood, and humble slave.

Another aspect involves life-rejection: the covert desire not-to-be; which is probably most often a desire not-to-be conscious, not to be aware of our-selves and the world - a desire to escape wholly and forever from suffering.   

Another reason for explaining ourselves away, seems to be the dishonest desire to manipulate others. If we can make a compelling picture of reality that is what we personally want; yet we are able to remove ourselves from that picture - concealing our participation in it - then we may hope that others will accept the picture and we will get the benefits of that structure; but not the responsibility for its problems, and we can escape the blame for its failures.  

If some being completely other than ourselves is 100% responsible for the world and the human condition (including the grievances of other humans); then we ourselves have zero responsibility. We can support a particular state of affairs as being wholly external to our-selves. 

Or it may be simply expedient for some group perspective if we exclude all human consciousness, will and choice from the theories that we use to manipulate the world. If "science", for instance, is presented as if it was a body of knowledge independent of humans - then "!science" can be used to make life more comfortable and convenient, less wearying and painful - without any personal responsibility for the degree of dehumanization, exploitation and destruction that this entails. 

Whatever the reason - good or bad - that we have for explaining ourselves away, for removing human consciousness from our picture of reality; it is untrue and dishonest. 

And for a Christian; untruth and dishonesty are sins that need to be repented if we are to desire and be fit for Heaven... 

In other we need to know all forms of "explaining ourselves away" as sins, and need to acknowledge that they are wrong. 

Perhaps we should all try to remember that; when we next engage in explaining ourselves away - probably in the next few minutes, or hours! 

NOTE ADDED: I consider this "explaining oneself out of the picture" to be one of the principal motivations behind the powerful tendency towards abstraction, in contrast with the teachings of Jesus recorded in the Fourth Gospel; which has afflicted and dominated Christian theology - apparently since soon after the Ascension.